My thoughts this morning:
After losing my only earthly sister this past weekend to Covid, I have grappled with all the “why” questions. I have questioned God about why this happened, why my prayers for Lynda did not yield the results I wanted, and why even pray if it’s not going to make a difference?. I’ve told several people this week that I am “emotionally drained and that I have nothing left to give”, and have been assured that no one expects me to give out at this time, but to rest and receive healing for my broken heart.
As I have continued to pray and seek the Lord this week for answers to my questions I feel that He has given me some insight into these instances where it seems that all we do is for naught and our prayers really do matter. He reminded me of some scriptures that He had shown me at a similar time in my life and reiterated to me that He sees and knows all; where I have only a limited perspective. Maybe you’ve had times like this yourself, where you lost hope through a similar disappointment. With that in mind I open myself to you through this transparency with the hope that I might offer some encouragement to you from God’s Word.
Isaiah 57:1, 2 NKJV
The righteous perishes,
And no man takes it to heart;
Merciful men are taken away,
While no one considers
That the righteous is taken away from evil.
He shall enter into peace;
They shall rest in their beds,
Each one walking in his uprightness.
This is the first scripture that God brought back to my remembrance. I do not know what would lie ahead of Lynda if God would have answered my prayer for her to live and not die. I do not know if she would have had long lasting damage from the time her oxygen level was so low. I do not know if she might have faced irreversible heart or organ damage from this illness that would have limited her quality of life or caused more pain than what she was already experiencing. I can’t see into the future to know the full ramifications of what she might have been facing had she lived. But I do know this: That God in His mercy already knew what was ahead of Lynda and He chose to take her out of this evil world and usher her into His heavenly presence! I can be sure of that because I know that her life was lived in relationship with Jesus Christ and that a home in heaven is promised those of us who have surrendered our lives to Him.
Isaiah 63:7, 9 NCT I will tell about the LORD’s kindness and praise him for everything he has done. I will praise the LORD for the many good things he has given us and for his goodness to the people of Israel. He has shown great mercy to us and has been very kind to us. 9 When they suffered, he suffered also. He sent his own angel to save them. Because of his love and kindness, he saved them. Since long ago he has picked them up and carried them.
This portion of scripture has given me such comfort. God hurts when we hurt. He cries with us. We see that happening when Lazarus died and John 11:35 says “Jesus wept.” He is as disappointed with the fallen world we live in as we are. He knows that there was no sickness before sin entered our world. He understands our hurting hearts and He weeps right along with us. My sister, and maybe your loved one as well, through their relationship with Jesus now are in peace and at rest where there is no more sickness or disease, no more tears and no more pain. We can rest assured of this promise and know that God is walking with us, comforting us, and giving us hope for a new, better day ahead. Even though we won’t see our loved ones for a little while, we will be rejoined when we reach heaven’s portal, and the Father’s arms stretch open wide to welcome us to our heavenly home with all those that we love who have gone on before us. We win in the end!
In conclusion I want to say that I still believe…..that God’s word is true and that healing is the children’s bread according to Matthew 15:22-28.
I still believe that Jesus took stripes on His back to secure our healing for the whole man, spirit, soul, and body according to Isaiah 55:4, 5 and 1 Peter 2:24.
I still believe that God’s word is true when He says one of the signs that shows that we are believers in Him is that we will lay hands on the sick and they shall recover according to Mark 16:18.
I still believe that as Jesus said in John 10:10 “The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.” Sickness and disease is not abundant life by any means and this is one way the devil comes to steal from us.
I still believe that God would have us to be healthy and prosper, just as our soul prospers, as is recorded in John’s third epistle, verse 2.
I still believe that the Lord prompted me to pray for Lynda according to Luke 5:17-25 where the friends of the paralytic brought him to Jesus when he couldn’t get to Jesus on his own and the Word says that “He saw their faith” and forgave the man of his sins and healed him.
I still believe that my prayers are needed and effective according to James 5:14-16 AMP version.
I still have faith in God and believe that Mark 11:22-24 is true and applicable to our lives today.
I still believe that the promises of God are “yes and amen” according to 2 Corinthians 1:20 and that we receive the promises of God as we fight the good fight of faith according to 1 Timothy 6:12.
Friends, I am back, and I am madder than ever that the devil is still stealing, killing, and destroying lives today!
For those who may be experiencing the heartbreak of loss today I would leave you with this last scripture:
Romans 15:13 AMP May the God of your hope so fill you with all joy and peace in believing [through the experience of your faith] that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound and be overflowing (bubbling over) with hope.
For without hope we have no reason for faith….without hope we are no different than those in the world who do not know Jesus, but we have the assurance that we will see our loved ones again. 1 Thessalonians 4:13-18 says that they have “fallen asleep” and that we will be reunited with them when Jesus returns to take us all home to live forever with Him. Verse 18 says that we are to comfort one another with these words.
I hope that you will be comforted, Dear Loved One that might be sorrowing today. Death is a part of living and grieving is a natural process that God has given us to relieve us of our sorrow. He cares for you and me and He is there to carry us through the difficult days. Jesus came to “heal the brokenhearted” (Luke 4:18; may you receive that healing today.